Entry: on misery, friends and goddesses emoting Monday, December 12, 2005



They say misery loves company
We could start a company
And make misery, Frustrated Incorporated
I know just what you need
I might just have the thing
I know what you'd pay to see

Put me out of my misery
I'd do it for you, Would you do it for me?
We will always be busy, making misery

We could build a factory, and make misery
We'll create the cure, we made the disease
Frustrated Incorporated, Frustrated Incorporated

I know just what you need
I might just have the thing
I know what you'd pay to feel

Put me out of my misery
Suicide kings and drama queens
Forever after happily making misery

Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need
Was it only envy, so empty

Frustrated incorporated...

I'd do it for you, would you do it for me?

Soul Asylum's "Misery"

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Saturday night had a good cure for me sour mood, Capt'n: laughter. Aye, laughter with friends. Har-har-har.

I didn't keep track of the EB's we had that night. I lost count. I was having fun and was busy counselling Mr Not-So-Wallflower about his love problem. I was so amused at the whole situation, I didn't even bother to stop myself from laughing hysterically at him. Okay, it's not him that I was laughing at but the situation he's in. Liar! Anyway, we were both intoxicated to even care at all.

Different scenarios. Different cast of characters. Almost the same location.  Same bottomline: BEING STUCK. I told him that in due time, it'll be a lot easier to handle. Okay,  it might not have been the exact words I told him but it's something along that line and it's true.  What's your 7 years compared to my 10 years, Mr N-S-W? Ahahahahaha. 

I don't know if he remembered this, but I told him to stop asking why it's still her on his mind after all these years and despite all what happened to them. It's futile to ask WHY. I spent a good deal of time trying to find the answer but I eventually stopped asking. I got tired of it.

He said it sure feels like they're meant to be together. Umm. What else could be the reason why you can't get that person off your system if you're not the one for each other? Well, boohoo. Don't we all feel that way about the person we're obsessed with?

The hardest part to deal with is that WE ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT. The answer was not vague nor missing. It's there right in front of us yet we keep our eyes closed, continually denying what we've known all along. Silence, un-replied messages, explicit statements of "Dati yun...." Ahahahahahahaha. 

Sabi nga ni Greg Behrendt, "He's just not that into you." Ahahahahaha. I just had to rub it in.

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