aside from bidding 2005 adieu, thoughts of finally discarding UNNECESSARY baggages have played (and re-played) in my mind over the last few days. do i put a stop to all the emotional nonsense i let myself go through? and do i simply forego all the EB episodes I secretly enjoy?

well, i can. i just don't WANT to. yet. haha.

kasi naman, kapag wala na ang "emotional nonsense" at ang mga EB episodes ko, mawawala na rin ang fictional lovelife ko. now, where's the fun in that, then? at saka, i enjoy the mind games (i create). i know several of my friends agree with me on that. (a toast to that!)

and yes, this post should be for 2005 and all it stands for.

when the year started, i claimed it as my year. when i look back now, i'd say 2005 really did become mine. i was happier and more truthful to myself. i did most things because i wanted to and with no guilt. now, as for the "mr hyde episodes" i've had for numerous times this year, i know it's part of the transition i have to go through. after all, dr jekyll and mr hyde are one and the same. i just have to learn how to make them live together so i can become a better person. 

i'm also glad that my friends and i fared better this year. we're able to see each other more often than we did on 2004.  we knew that we have to take time to make it work. wow, relasyon! and we've been together for 10 years now.  woohoo.

i've had more time to think, scheme, brood, analyse and theorise this year because of my work. this year, i realised that my work is actually my part-time job, a mere distraction (though utterly necessary) and the rest of the things i do after office hours is what really matters. i've read more books, i've watched more things on cable, i've spent more time with my loved ones... man! it's clearly, THE LIFE. hehe.

as much as i loved this year and will remember it very fondly in the future, i know 2006 will also be better. feel ko lang.